Monday afternoon, at around 2:30 pm, I attempted suicide. The note I left in my journal was not a statement I was going on hiatis, or that I needed a break. It was my sad, miserable statement that I wanted to end myself.
And I failed at that. Again.
I need help. I need time to get my shit together, and to get my head straight. I also need time to talk to my parants, who were the ultimate cause of this incident.
I had no idea when I wrote those three lines that there would be such an immediate backbash of support. I want you all to know that I'm not here to dump how I feel on you, nor am I hear to recieve pitty. What I need right now is some hard time to look at myself, and the time to figure things out.
So, in a way, I am going on hiatis. I just don't know when I'll be back.
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I can't draw anymore.
I'm sorry.


















































Devious Comments
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"Ohhhhh, yeah!"
-highfive!-
You're amazing! Better than I am, and I'm still trying xD
You must stay and do more!
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Streaming down side streets
Where the city ends and the dead ends meet
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I believe in Jesus Christ, my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it, then copy and paste this in your signature.
Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you. ~Wally 'Famous' Amos
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Naruto: Like Jesus?
Jiraya: Yes Naruto! Like Jesus.
Naruto: So Jesus was a Ninja?
Jiraya: Yes Naruto. Jesus was a ninja.
I Support Mighty Max
If this is one of those joke 'I'm leaving' journals...
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"Mind if i kill you? CAN'T HEAR YOU! *blam*"
~Ryuutaros, Kamen Rider Den-o
I think I subconciously telepathically leeched your 'Art Awesome' away from you 'cause I have awesome drawing awesome in me after whom knows how many months of Artist Block! D:
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I support stereotypes and labels. Go ahead and tell me otherwise. I. DARE. YOU.
~Tragedy Nightshade
<-Reanimated Narcotic Tissue->
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"Every life, every death... Your never alone, not then not now not ever!" Elm
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~"Lost in a world that isn't my own this is my hell.... " Me
If this is your true choice then I wish you luck in the future.
If it's just a phase then i'm sure everyone will be awaiting your return.
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+ Touching Germans inappropriatley since the ninties -
Please don't go, Steph! You can still draw. Maybe you just need a hiatus.
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Take a moment out of your day to give your local angst-ridden nine-year-old orphan boy a hug. Preferably before he becomes power-hungry and psychotic.
Clubs I've joined:
~RichieRealm ~Anti-BEWK
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