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Wed May 30, 2007, 7:56 PM
  • Mood: Shame
I need to clarify a few things now while I have an oppertunity.

Monday afternoon, at around 2:30 pm, I attempted suicide. The note I left in my journal was not a statement I was going on hiatis, or that I needed a break. It was my sad, miserable statement that I wanted to end myself.

And I failed at that. Again.

I need help. I need time to get my shit together, and to get my head straight. I also need time to talk to my parants, who were the ultimate cause of this incident.

I had no idea when I wrote those three lines that there would be such an immediate backbash of support. I want you all to know that I'm not here to dump how I feel on you, nor am I hear to recieve pitty. What I need right now is some hard time to look at myself, and the time to figure things out.

So, in a way, I am going on hiatis. I just don't know when I'll be back.

~~~

I can't draw anymore.

I'm sorry.

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Noooooo! I love your art! Don't leave! *collaspe* I just started watching you! Pleaaaase?!

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Areeeeeeeeeee you kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidding me?!?

You're amazing! Better than I am, and I'm still trying xD

You must stay and do more!

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What, no! Please stay! I love your art!

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OMG NO Please dont go! i lUV your art! plz stay!!!!

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Abada whoosy wha?! What chu talkin' bout!! You can still draw, dammit!

If this is one of those joke 'I'm leaving' journals...

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"Mind if i kill you? CAN'T HEAR YOU! *blam*"
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WHAT IRONY!!!

I think I subconciously telepathically leeched your 'Art Awesome' away from you 'cause I have awesome drawing awesome in me after whom knows how many months of Artist Block! D:

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noooooooooooooooooo don't leave!!!!!! you INSPIRE ME! i LOOK UP TO YOU! NO NO NO NO!C NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:'(

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"Every life, every death... Your never alone, not then not now not ever!" Elm
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~"Lost in a world that isn't my own this is my hell.... " Me
It's sad to see someone go but nobody should try to stop them atleast not in an obnoxious manner.

If this is your true choice then I wish you luck in the future.

If it's just a phase then i'm sure everyone will be awaiting your return.

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Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

Please don't go, Steph! You can still draw. Maybe you just need a hiatus.

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